Friends…

I don’t know what happen I swear. As I was coming to work this afternoon I was thinking (more like reflecting) in my life, and I was thinking about my friends. I don’t know how it happen (well I guess I have an idea) but something has happen. Before I used to be really closed to all of my friends all of them loved me very much, we used to go out a lot to the movies, for lunch, to eat, to walk, etc. but now I don’t see them anymore…

I was thinking how I used to go with Araida everywhere and what a good time we had. I remembered all the good times I had with Rodrigo, Rogelio, Janeth, Tricia, Pedro, Pepe, Rocio, and many more. Now that I think about it I hardly see them, and it might seem that I don’t have interest in them or that I don’t love them like before but I DO! Really!!!

It made me feel a little bit sad because I know that 90% of it it’s my fault. All I do now is work, work and work… and the only free time I have I spend it with my boyfriend (is that wrong??) that’s only because I don’t see him that much and I love him very much… I am torn on the inside, felt like I didn’t feel for a long time, lonely, sad, strange… There is nothing I appreciate more in my life (besides my family) than my friends, they are so important to me that I wouldn’t be who I am if I all of those people didn’t have crossed my road… This road that now I call my life, and I don’t want it to be lonely and empty, I want it fill with joy and good company from people I care, and I am going to work harder to recuperate something I still can recover, my friends… This is something I was just thinking about again… bear with me I need you… ALL OF YOU… peace and love…