Saturday, September 29

Bonnie's video

It’s super exciting feeling… Bonnie is going to give birth any minute now… she continues making unusual noises but now they are more often, she cannot find a good side to sleep (my poor baby) she moves around the bed a lot!, her babies are going WAKO on her womb, thanks to that i was able to record this video... enjoy


P.S. you can clearly see her pups move


Wednesday, September 26

SOMEBODY!!??

OMG! I am so sleepy, my Bonnie keeps waking me up SUPER early... today was 4:30 am!!!

Somebody wake me UP!!!! PLEASEEEE LOL!

Because of you... (S.O.D)

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me...

Because of you... I am afraid... (K.C.)

Tuesday, September 25

WAY TO GO... NOT!!

I AM so fucking upset right now!

I work in a small office sharing, (LISTEN!) S-H-A-R-I-N-G space with another program, that’s uses three desks, and 80% of the office. My desk is in one corner where I been fighting to get some kind of privacy (if any) and space. Students, volunteers, staff, and participants come and go as they please, sometimes without control. They just sit in my desk and mess things around… 90% of the time… Come on!!!

I know this must be the same as with any other community organization but this is ridiculous. Let me break it down to you, in my job there is “administration”, then program directors (call coordinators) then staff and at last volunteers. Well two “coordinators” share this office, me and the “lady” (UGH!) not because she is a “lady” but because she is a major-super-extra-heavy weight-BIOTCH!

I was working in the computer lab and when I went back to my office to pick something up, the moment I got in I saw a BIG display board on the wall right behind my chair. (Remember I was talking about privacy and space?) Well really, is just a small space the one I have and now to have a big (I wouldn’t say ugly) but a thing, not related to anything I do, or stand for, behind me dude I was like WHAT?? Before, I had a Human rights poster there, and it was taken down without notice or any kind of consent from my part, instead she put… well you know… I talked to her trying to make her understand that, she was really literally invading my space, that she couldn’t or shouldn’t just come and do whatever she pleased in my desk, or on the walls behind me, not to mention without first fucking asking me! Oh GOD!! I’m pissed! Really, I tried reason with her and of course, as always, that was impossible. She went on about saying that the walls were property of the organization and that they were not my space, and that she could do what she pleased! Dude, what part of sharing don’t you understand? I think this is going to be taken to administration because honestly, I AM fed up with her and her attitude!

P.S. I have talked about her before… remember the F-OFF post? read it here

Oh Universe! give me strength, intelligence, and patience!

S.O.M

Song of the MONTH...
+It makes me wonder+

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye…

Monday, September 24

Gerardo Villarreal

This is my friend Gerardo…

I met him few years ago but it was until a couple of months ago that I really started getting to know him… I have been blessed to bring cool and positive people to my life… it takes time to get to know a person and even more to be able to call another, friend… Now, I feel proud to call him that, my friend… Thanks to him, I have met a lot of cool guys, that in time, I know they too are going to be an important part of me, of my life…

So, for all of that and… oh yeah… “Por mi regalo wey LOL!” Gracias!!

Peace, Rolo...

Portrait of an Artist
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Gerardo Villarreal is an Artist
check out his ART work HERE
Photos taken by DJRolo...

What was THAT???

Certainly not pleasant… I walk into the store to buy me a cold drink; I see a guy around his 60’s talking to a boy around 13 to 15 years old. When I got closer to the cashier I hear the old guy say “are you sure you don’t want a ride?” Then I started paying more attention right? The boy calmly just said “No thanks” before all of this I heard the old guy asking the boy something about his family, so I just assumed that he knew him right?... Next thing I see is the guy standing at the door like leaving and he was totally checking the boy out he was so freakily looking at his booty!!! I mean come on!!! He totally was looking at the KID!! From bottoms going down, you know… THAT look! As soon as that happens I was there not knowing what to do or think, I mean… what??? I looked at the guy with my WTF!! Face and he saw me, then he left…. So what do you make of this???

Tuesday, September 18

BEST CONCERT OF THIS YEAR!!!

TIMBIRICHE!!!

After much anticipation it finally came! The day when I was going to see my favorite band from the 80’s TIMBIRICHE!!! I was so tired from the AIDS walk in the morning and I thought I wasn’t going to able to enjoy the concert because of it… Also, I thought that some local group or band was going to open the show as the usually do, but then it was around 8:30 pm when the lights when out, music started playing, then a light show, and vintage images of the group from when they were just kids and started the group… As soon as all of that was happening spectators JUMPED from their seats everybody was screaming with joy, anticipation, happiness and a mix of feelings and emotions… I immediately forgot all about my legs hurting and stuff, I started going like crazy just screaming and screaming and screaming! OH YEAH!!!! Hehehe I can’t remember the last time I was so exited for concert like that! I was so amazed by the fact that even though these guys are around their late 30’s or in their 40’s they sound JUST

PERFECT!! It was just like it was yesterday when they were rocking all around the world…

From a moment there I felt like crying for all the emotion going through my body, and since they were singing this song that really gets me and made me go back to my teen years… (Sigh) I cannot tell you exactly how good I was feeling…but it was one of the best events of my life…There was no ONE song I didn’t like, or they didn’t sing right, all of the show was just GREAT!!

Best moments for me:

1.- Song “Mirame”
2.- Song “Tu y yo somos uno mismo”
3.- Song “Besos de ceniza”
4.- Song “Si no es ahora”
5.- Song “Con todos menos conmigo”
6.- And of course when they CAME back to sing for another half hour! That was SUPER!

Some concert pictures...

Erik Rubin
Diego
Cantando "Mexico"
"Y la fiesta comenzo"


Vaselina
Rocking!

Latest developments...

“Mi gorda” Bonnie is worrying me now, I don’t know if any minute now she is going to give birth to my grandsons and granddaughters!! Hehehe I found out through the Purina website than an average pregnancy for any dog is about 65 days and my baby is almost due. I think she will deliver around the first week of October! I am so freaking nervous because my poor Bonnie makes some strange noises sometimes, she starts sighing, or if she is resting next to me she starts kicking me (it’s really cute) is just like she is saying give me my space! LOL! She also complains like she is feeling some kind of pain on her belly and then she will just sleep with her paws up… Yesterday though, I really though it was the day, she started being very impatient, started pushing my legs while I was on my desk, and then she would look at me with watery eyes! I SWEAR she speaks to me!! For a minute there I though she wanted to go out and do her business but when I open the door she just went back to the room… that was scary it is not normal behavior for her, normally when someone opens the door, she just runs outside.

To calm my nerves I called the veterinary, and she said that was normal behavior and it might be that she was just feeling some contractions, isn’t it something??? Oh man I’m telling you, if I feel like this with my baby, imagine how it would be if I was straight and I had a pregnant wife!! LOL! (Never mind! Erase that thought!!) But I’ll keep you guys posted on how my Bonnie is doing!

Peace Ya’ll!

Bonnie showing some love!

Thursday, September 13

Wednesday, September 12

I'm HAPPY!



Excitement, excitement, excitement!

Finally some excitement back into my life! Hehehe growing up in Mexico around the big 80’s, bands with big hair, Menudo, Madonna, Flans, Cindy Lauper, Fresas con Crema, Vaselina, and of course TIMBIRICHE! Well back then thinking about going to see them (Timbiriche) in concert, would be pretty crazy, not only because of money, but also because of family traditions etc. Back then if you came to your parents asking for money and or permission to let you go to a concert, you would hear for sure an 80 minutes lecture on “how hard was for them to get money for our food, and we were crazy to think that there would be money for stupid things like The Hottest-Mexican-Band-ever Concert” LOL Anyways! Well one of my favorites band (Timbiriche) hehehe got together again, for a reunion concert after 25 YEARS! Yeah, you heard me 25 YEARS! And they sound very good, even though has been along time, so this Saturday they are coming to Chicago, and I am so excited to go, I got together with two of my girlfriends and it is going to be GIRS NIGHT OUT! LOL! Oh man I am so gay! Hehehe

I will give a full report about the concert next time…

P.S. Thank you all for the nice comments about the previous post! You guys ROCK!!!

Monday, September 10

F-OFF!

I told some one this not long ago, “I am happy to be surrounded by good people now, and I don’t have to pretend to be somebody else, AND! I feel comfortable in my own skin with my body”

Well it seems as if those days are over. There is a moment in life when some people bug you enough to make you want to be mean and tell them to FUCK OFF!!

I don’t ask for diet recipes, but then yet they bring them to my desk…
I don’t ask for their negative comments about my body, and yet they keep reminding me about how fat I have gotten...
  1. I don’t care about how healthy you eat
  2. I don’t care about how herba-lie has help you lose 100 lbs
  3. I don’t care about your clothes size

YES compare to your bulimic a**, I am an elephant… But realistically I am over only 40 lbs… is not that bad! Really, I know I am a little over weight… but above all, and most important I AM Happy like this, so please, hear me out… LEAVE ME ALONE! Mind your own business! Take care of your family and leave my sexy curves alone!

Hehehe (sigh) If only I could make them understand…

… you know who you are…. Bitches!

Tuesday, September 4

Photography...

I have decided to seriously pursue my passion for photography… I started posting all of the pictures I have taken during the years on a great website recommended to my by Retrocool (Rafael) there, you will see a collection of all my favorites…

Here are some examples…

All pictures here were taken by DJRolo...



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