Diana Galindo Martínez

Perdón a quien ofenda pero ¿QUE PUTAS LES PASA? no puedo creer que existan estos tipos de concursos estupidos donde se juega así con el talento de personas súper talentosas como lo es con el caso de Diana Galindo Martínez. Esta chava de tan solo 20 años de edad canta con una potencia y con una gran voz que casi casi el mirarla solo a ella y a otra chava que se llama Yoshigei era el motivo principal de mi fanatiquismo con La Academia USA… Pero no súper manchen, que absurdas y tontas son las personas que no votaron por ella para que se pudiera quedar… Dentro de este concurso hay cuatro cantantes masculinos que de ninguna manera se merecen estar aquí y mas sin embargo echan fuera a Dianita?? No puedo con mi coraje!!!!!! Que no hay algo que se pueda hacer?? Espero que dios ayude a Diana a ser fuerte y que pronto se reponga que de todas formas yo se que la va a hacer aya afuera… Diana I love you!

P.S. QUE CORAJE!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH!!

Eight hundred fucking dollars??

What was I telling you before? Remember that I told you about this freaking month being a really weird-heavy-hard and difficult for me? Well, guess what? This morning while I was getting ready to head out the door to go to work, just getting down the stairs my mom started screaming like crazy HIJO HIJO CORRE!! (Son hurry fast!!) An Internal Revenue department van was putting the boot to my car. It’s the most awful feeling because I had a class to teach first thing in the morning and some other arrows to run. Well I though that I could probably still could make it and the first thing that came to my mind was to go and pay for the boot I knew I had some tickets but I didn’t think it was going to be that much…four hundred dollars or five hundred the most… I get to the place “Chicago city Department” and when the clerk gave me the total amount I owe man, I almost fainted! $1, 180 she said… OH MY GOD!!! WHY?? That was the first thing that came to my mind and then again the questions: what am I going to do now? Where am I going to get this money? Then I asked if it was possible to make payments because obviously I didn’t have the money to pay and then she said: “ok, you have to make a minimum payment of $750 for tickets + 60 for the boot = $810” and all I could get from my bank account was $300 I told her where am I supposed to get $500 right now I mean I really need the car to work and stuff… to what she added, “you have 24 hours to pay the $810 dollars and if you don’t do it the car will be towed and then you will have to pay 150 dollars more for the truck fee and plus 100 dollars for each day the car stay in the lot, after that you will have two weeks and if you don’t pay your car will belong to the city” Do you need more Rolo??? (I asked my self)… (Sight) what is just going on uh? Why am I having such a strange and hard month? I hope and this is it and I don’t have any more of these experiences… man

You know it is always good to know that you are there for me… so my ears are so wide open… peace…

Victor's House

So this is Victor's House... nice uh?

This year so far…

I can't believe that is still January and a lot has happened around me… My mom got sick and thank god now she is much better, Victor bought a house, I only have one jobL, we are looking to sell our house and buy another closer to Chicago, Ulises (my mom’s husband) is struggling for money to pay some freaking inspector for the basement, and oh yeah I got indirectly involved in an car accident… yeah just listen, the first week of this month I got out of work at night it was around 11 pm when I was driving by lake shore drive and the two cars that were driving right in from of me collide, everything happen like a flash I didn’t even have time to think. My first reaction was to push the break as slow as I could and turn to the right, at that moment I knew that I was going to be hit either by the right side or on the rear…. That feeling is so freaking scary! Well I just freaked out and started listening sounds of cars crashing I mean just think about it there was a little bit of traffic and then the speed was around 60 MPH… It was a matter of seconds when my car stopped someone hit me on the rear. I think it was because I was so freaked out that I though my car was literately destroy from the back… at the moment that I stopped all I saw right in front of me, was this guy moaning and making signs that he was hurt, then I turned to my left and see the other car totally destroyed I don’t know how it happened but the two cars that were mainly involved in the accident were totally destroyed… its a more complicated story but I just asked the guy who hit me that if he was ok, to what he responded positive, he got out of the car to say that our cars were ok, even though I didn’t completely believed him all I wanted to do was get out of the way of other cars and so I moved… I don’t really know how many cars were involved in that collision but I know there were at least 3 or 4 not including me… well when I was driving home a panic attack just hit me is the first time I have ever experience something of this nature I mean I have been driving for more than 11 years and I have never been in car accidents or crash wherever you want to call it but it is freaky and scary… as soon as I got home I just checked my car to see if it was ok (thank god it was) since then, oh man, every time a car cuts in front of me really fast I get all jumpy and stuff I mean I feel like they are going to hit me which is really bad because I don’t want to over react… anyway… hopefully everything will start getting better for me and I know it will cause I believe on it… hehehe

"If I have been of service, if I have glimpsed more of the nature and essence of ultimate good, if I am inspired to reach wider horizons of thought and action, if I am at peace with myself, it has been a successful day…." Alex Noble

I don’t want it to end…

I am having such of a great time that I really wish that it could be like this forever… I mean I know, and be sure I will look for another job but right now I am just feeling as relax as I never felt before (except maybe when I was a child) and I am getting to spend more time with Victor appreciating a lot more our relationship. As everybody knows Victor (my Puchix) has been a really great support lately and I have been kind of staying more at his house which is just great, and relaxing (I guess because its outside of the city) and I am having a great time again…

I hope I don’t wake up from this dream where I am for once happy again…

P.S. no people I’m not on drugs… LOL

RECENT EVENTS! :-)

Good Morning Sunshine!!

Oh men! Las week was rough but this morning (mmm)… this morning, while I was driving to work I had the most wonderful feeling inside of me… I was listening to some great energy music (California Dreaming remix, you know how I love that music) well that was around seven in the morning and then something really bright came out of the horizon it was warm, bright, and pretty (no people I’m not in drugs) but the light was talking straight to my heart, it was saying that everything was going to be ok, that there was nothing I should be worried about, that I had the power to do many positive changes in my life and just keep doing my thing hehehe…
I felt so (mmm what are the words I want to use?) happy, inspired, motivated, and so on... by the sunlight that I just started singing and dancing on my car on my way to work… Is silly I know, but also it is true that in the moments of desperation you find or you come to see who your true friends are… In the course of last week it was so nice to hear from so many people with lots of positive comments and words of support, all of a sudden friends started to call, write (email), and talk with their feed back on past events…

People we need to just grab ourselves as hard as we can on this trip of our lives that is just like a rollercoaster experience… cool uh? Anyhow, the day was so beautiful and pretty and the morning sunrise just kept screaming at me GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!

Disappointed?

Maybe, but more than anything hurt. I felt like I was being left with a huge whole in my soul, body and mind (heck! and in my POCKET!) There are things that you can’t definitely have control over them. I just though that by doing everything “the right way” I would gain more than loose anything at all. I just lost one of my jobs and not in a very good kind of way (which is really sad) and even more after I had compliments about my performance (oh! You are very good at what you do! Oh, I have so much respect for what you do, and the way you handle our clients!) Well, where did all of that go?? I understand the system of the non-profit organizations world, and therefore I know that if there was a willing to give a hand, help, support someone, it would be possible for sure.
Now I know how cold administrators can be when they give you the bad news (your work with us is finished immediately!) is like those movies that when someone is receiving some kind of bad news, your brain starts to spin 1000 rpm trying to figure out what’s going to happen next?, what am I going to do?, where am I going to get another job?, and of course as I find it all natural, I though of asking for a letter of recommendation since my performance there was great (as I was told) but all I got was a “I have to ask about it” and “I’ll call you to let you know” to what until this moment hasn’t happen.
I don’t know, I can’t blame anyone about what happen, I knew it could happen some day, but it did where I though it wasn’t going to (so complicated right?) is just that I really believe in fighting for the rights of all human beings and I guess I was expecting them to get into this fight too, I guess they have so much to fight for ($$$) and no time to even look at this issue.
All I can say is that I am going to miss all of my co-workers-friends Terry, Erik, Susana, Jeff, Sanford, Jimmy, and Jill. To some of you I will see every now and then and to some maybe I wont see anymore but it was a real pleasure to work with you and to get to know you, thank you for all the experiences you brought to my life and for helping me grow as a person by getting exposed to your ideas and believes. Willie even if we are not going to be working together you know we will still see each other and now maybe even more, thanks for all your support.
I guess that is all I have to say about this and guys, you know how to reach me…

Victor, really thanks for being there for me, you made me feel a lot better, thanks for your kind words I love you...

To all of you I wish only the best… peace….!

MEMORIES...

La Janix AND mi puchito! :-) ZOE AND THE RORO
VITOR & I
ZOE AND RORO
TRICIA AND RORO
RORO AND VITOR
RORO AND ROLO
ROLO
TRICIA, ZOE AND ROLO
RORO AND ZOE

Ramdom pictures from Christmas...

This was on my last birthday, Susy was there of course...
El Puchix being funny...
Rolix laughin about El Puchix...
Victor, Luis and Roro on New Years Eve...
New Years Eve... ( a baby??? hmm)
The kids on New Years Eve enjoying a movie… My mommy's b-day happy for her gift...
Peace y'all!

Who is he?? hehehehe

If there is something I didn’t think ever seeing was, my boyfriend without mustache!!!
I wanted to take my mustache off so that I can re-grow it ticker (supposedly if you shave it every now and then it will grow ticker) so I told my boyfriend (El Puchix) that if he wanted to Shave it with me and he said yes. Now I didn’t believe that he actually would do it because he loves his mustache but, on new years eve I told him that it was time to do it and this is how it happened…

Look at his eyes in this picture he is suffering!! hehehehe

He looks like a totally different person papi is tha you???

I love you victor y te ves muy guapo mi amor!!

The before and after