Monday, November 24

Words words…

I’m waiting on the “words” or thoughts come to mind… I can’t, is like there is so much I wanna say, but at the same time I cannot describe it.
Too much going on man! It just reminds me when I told my friend Donald… “I think I need to be exorcised” one thing over another, and then another, and then another… non-stop… it’s like I’m finally going to breathe get a little gasp of air… but then…. There it is… it’s like someone is saying in a sinister cynical way “you? Trying to relax? Ha ha ha forget it!”
Just think about it, recalling some of the things…

1st my relationship was in jeopardy

2nd I hurt my back, neck and muscles… was in pain for a few months

3rd the car is gone

4th my mom gets a heart attack and stays on the hospital for a week

5th I’m involved in a car crash and it’s my fault

Latest… ita gets hurt (don’t know how) but after coming from work I found her with a somewhat bad puncture like wound…

Right now at this very moment… im dizzy, my head hurts, speechless… tonight, im going to pray like never before… I feel lost… I need help…. Am I going crazy?

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