Sorrow... grieve…

These are the consequences

Only to prove me right
I heard with bleeding ears
I saw with unseen tears

My heart was breaking
My dream was dying
My body aching
My soul kept crying

I know I could have stop you
I know I could have make you change your mind
But I made my mouth shut
I made my feelings stop

Say no more
Say no more
cry but,
Say no more...

How can I change? I don’t know anymore… another cloud of opportunities just pass by, and I keep stuck to this less than ordinary life. My brain forces me to act the way “I’m supposed to” but my heart kept pounding, screaming, crying, and telling me not to give up so easily. My spirit yelled reminding me of how stupid I can be with shattering words.

For now I know I’m destined to exist inside this dark loneliness, struggling not to let the truth be known. I will keep walking like I have always had, thinking that the armored being was never here, that someday the rescue mortals will come to let me out and freed me from these thick and cold bars.