Stuck in my head –Song of the day!

Nah!

That's it! (That’s all!)
we had fun (we had a ball!)
it was good while it lasted -
but now I’m past it
(it was sure!) it was sweet!
sure you swept me off my feet
I miss you now and then,
but would I do it all again - Nah -

You won't find me
naked and cold
just a sittin' on a doctor's table
waitin' to be told justa why
I’m no longer able
to feel my heart beatin' -
give me a good reason why!
I kinda went numb
just around about the time
you told me you were moving on,
and you said that you were gonna phone me
it's been so long, and there ain't nothin' wrong with the line...

My Baby…. Looses her virginity!

I had a bad night last night, my dog is two years old and the poor baby is on heat right now… The people that gave her to us did not fix her and so we at my house were debating whether to do it or not… I mean I believe that it is an animal nature to reproduce and procreate on this life just like humans do, because at the end… we are animals too! (Sometimes dogs LOL! but that’s not my point). Well so then we decided to let her have puppies once, to experience what it is to be a mother and then after that we will fix her for sure. Some friends have make a big deal about it saying how there a lot of dogs already in the world… and I agree to that but I am a pet responsible person and I will try to make sure that my puppies are well taken care of…

So! I bring this other dog to my house to mate my baby, and not even ten freaking minutes in my house and BOOM!!! They were at it worst than bunnies on spring! LOL! Oh God! It’s funny I didn’t want to see but it was interesting, but it was my baby so I was trying to look away! LOL! I’m a pervert!! Hahaha ok, before it was too late at night I took both dogs out and played with them and took them to walk around my neighborhood trying to make them get tired you know, I knew that if I didn’t do it, something not good would happen… So I go to bed and then around midnight… Oh MAN!!! A revolution started in my house… these two horny dogs jumping up and down my bed playing and running all around me, I told them to be quiet, to get out of my room… and nothing worked… I took them outside but it was too hot still and my baby is really used to sleeping by my bed… or on my bed… the she would try to go to sleep and the other dog had other plans of his own! THAT SUCKS! They were at it THE WHOLE NIGHT!!!! ALL NIGHT LONG!!! I to make long story short… I went to sleep at 07:15 AM and had to wake up for work at 08:45 AM… Yeap that was wile and crazy!

This is the perpetrator (His name is Rocky!)

5 YEAR ANNIVERSARY Movie Poster!

Amazing Weekend!

(Left to right: Lou, Michael, Donald, Dave, and Victor)

As you all know by now (I been talking about it since it happened… non-stop to every body I see) LOL! Ok you get the point. So last Saturday I was invited to a friend’s house for a get together. I was really nervous at the beginning (I know ya’ll know this, so I’m not going to repeat it) but then, I got there and I had a really nice welcoming by my two new friends (really cool) Richard and Donald. I started feeling a lot better when I saw the friendly atmosphere that everybody there was producing. Then, I saw Michael (another cool friend I been talking to) and oh my god! I got happy… before that though, I met Bart at Gerardo’s house and so everything was coming together… all are really nice guys I know I have repeated my self 1000 times with “really cool” but people put up with with me… I’m a very hearty-sentimental-passionate kind of guy… and I was having an orgasm of emotions right THERE!!! LOL!!! (maybe not an orgasm) but I was really damn excited hehehe

Victor came alone like half hour later and everything got even better, because my puchix was also meeting nice guys… and the purpose of meeting people is to bring good positive people to our lives you know, not negative guys with attitude… and oh yeah we were meeting them right there… We were talking to Dave (which reminds me of my friend Daniel, don’t know for what reason) and he speaks Spanish (cool uh?) we met Alejandro, he ended up being friends with “La Chilla Willa” hehehe, also, Tony, and Guillermo (and he is from DURANGO!! ARRIBA DURANGO CABR..ES!)

I got to spend more time with Gerardo and every time I like him more as a friend, he is a pretty laid back Mexican, (gotta love “los paisas”) hehehe The food, was nice, the drinks, and oh man if I drank!! Whooo!!

So the night went on, there was about 25 to 30 people at the party but as with any other party it is hard to make friends with everyone, there will be those that don’t like making friends as much, and there are others that don’t want/like “certain” kind of people near them… nonetheless everything was awesome! Yeap… AWESOME!

Victor and I thought that we could only last at the party until around 10:30 pm or 11 pm, because we don’t party that much (I know! Shame on us!!), so, to make sure that he was doing ok, there was a moment I asked him if he wanted to leave or if he was ok, and to that he said that we should just stay a little more… oh man! That “little more” ended up being 01:30 AM!!! Hehehe can you believe it!!?? DUDES!!! I was having a great time laughing and laughing with Michael and Bart… those two guys are FUNNY! I love them… (deep breath and sigh)

So that’s the story of the AMAZING weekend we had for once…. Thanks to Gerardo, Richard, Donald, Michael, Bart, Dave, Alejandro, Guillermo and Tony… Hope to keep and touch and develop a more deep friendship with all of them

Arevour!

(Rolo and Gerardo)

(Richard and Rolo)

Yo Dork!

Jeez today I feel really stupid! Been acting like a dumb kid… what’s wrong with me?? I guess is a “phase” I’m going through… I better stop making big deals about small stuff or I will become a total DRAMA Loser and I definitely DO NOT! I repeat DO NOT want to do that hehehe (sigh) I understand myself and as usual just wanted to let it out XP

P.S. Maybe the insomnia I’m going through right now has something to do with it… who knows? That might be the reason of my “temporary” anxiety! YEAH!! That’s it! LOL! I feel better now! LOL!

(BIG SIGH)!! T_T

I can’t believe this… I don’t know what’s going on through my mind. I know I AM a very secure person (or at least that’s what I’m trying to believe) when it comes to meeting new people. I mean come on! In both my jobs I meet tons of new people everyday, and I have become good friends with some of them.

In the past few weeks, I started thinking what was it that I could do to change my relationship with Victor a little bit, to give it a new and exiting twist, everything for the good of course, it’s going to be 5 years for Vic and I now, and I think that our relationship it’s stronger than ever. But nonetheless, we have been talking about how we need to expand our friends’ network, particularly in the bear community. The thing I cannot understand is that the thought of getting to know more people in that community makes me nervous I don’t know why. Is it because I don’t really know what’s going to happen? Am I afraid of the unknown? I think that if I am it is only natural right? What is it? Why? I know that the circumstances I am meeting these guys are different and that might be the answer… (sigh) I hope that bringing new people to our lives just help make things much better for us…. ok, well I just needed to get this out… thanks and comments are welcome…

Rolo

(BIG SIGH)!! T_T.... UPDATE!!

I talked to Adriana G. and she said that I am over thinking it! LOL! ... i think she might be right hehehe

BBQ at home!

Last Sunday Victor and I decided to organized a BBQ party at home for friends to get together, it has been a long time since a lot of us has seen each other and we though this would be a great opportunity to catch up. So with enough time in advance I started to let all of our friends know what was going to happen and almost everybody “acted” excited and said they were going to come. Of course not everybody say they would do it for different “reasons” (*coughing* excuses!) hehehe… ok so the day before, I sent a text message reminding everybody about they coming to my house, I started receiving texts back of people “excited” to do it. Ok the day of the “event” Vic and I went shopping we were (really) excited about cooking for friends and seeing people we haven’t seen etc. then it hit me!! (It is a fact now that in our friends circle there are a LOT! of them who always promise something and in the last minute it’s like they don’t even exist! LOL!) so I told Victor “Hey Puchix, what if no one comes” imagine us preparing all this food and stopping for a split sec thinking about it! Hahaha In the past that would be very upsetting but these days we are really used to THOSE “friends” Victor (is so cute) he just smiled at me and said “Hey! More food for us!” LOL! he is just funny being sarcastic cooking food for 15 people. The end of the story is that just as started to suspected text messages and calls started pouring in of friends canceling on us one hour or two before the time of the BBQ. At the end… there were 5 of us, yeah only three out of the 15 came (I swear we are NOT bad friends, I did think about it) but you know what, it was a lot better though because we had a more intimate time with the ones that came and we had a lot of fun talking, eating, drinking, and just being guys… (gay guys! LOL) here are some pictures of the fun time some PEOPLE missed!

Peace RR