Finally brown grounds!

Spring is coming!! Can't wait!

(UP DATE) Post taken off! (NOW IS BACK)

Sorry I had to take off the last post about Gego… I’ve been missing him a lot and sad about it… the pictures would just make it worst… I mean it’s enough to make me feel bad by hearing Ita cry when she is playing with Gego’s toys… It really is heart breaking…

Sorry about the sad note… :o(

Adios... Mi Gego

I never in my life want to go through the same thing again! NEVER NEVER NEVER!!!

It’s painful yeah some of you my say blah blah blah but when you go through something like it (IF you have feelings AND love dogs) then you know how hard it is…

The things start going through my head… why did I let myself go though it? Why did I keep all of them to begging with, I mean I broke my own rules… I said we are keeping just one and that’s it, but nooooo I had to keep two all because my mom said she was going to help… but it was being hard at the end, not because of expenses etc… but because you need to care for all of them the same, and dedicate time to them… which I was having less and less lately… I don’t really know what else to say but, it hurts… it really does… looking to his eyes like he knew what was going on… then he starts shaking acting scare… that is just HEARTBRAKING! (Sobs)

I know he is going to make someone very happy just like he did to us… but still he is going to be missed in our home…

Goodbye my Gego… I will always love you!

He is very special...

FINALLY!!!! NEW PLACE!!!

I’m finally there! After a week of working really hard, and building around 14 desks!! Yeap putting together 14 f-king desks!! The time has arrived… I am alone on that space, even though my boss took the door down I don’t care, I just wanted to be in another space out of my old office and well I finally made it. You have no idea how easier, and happier having my own space have made me… That’s it for now… more to come later! XOXOX PEACE!!!!!

Andrea's Desk, her area is always messy ugh! LOL!! Just kidding! I love you A!

Check it out!! Me chair, me desk, and yeah!... hehehe

I have a big window next to me... I love it!

Window and book shelve behind me

This is so pretty! LOL!

Here again…

Here I am again facing difficult decisions… I always have been a BIG animal lover, since I was a kid… I remember that while growing up I had, ducks, chicks, a hen, dogs, turtles, and even cats (that strangely always disappear)…

Here in the U.S. having pets is totally different that back in Mexico, I mean back there houses are bigger and have bigger back yards, plus houses aren’t that close to each other. The point is that now that I have been blessed with having pets again, I face a difficult decision. I thought it would be really easy to have three dogs, to what I now know I was wrong, it is difficult, not because of the money, but because you have to invest a LOT of time on them… I thought that because mom was helping it would be easier for me to do it. But, now I realize that if I want to go out… I can’t stay out for to long, or else I’m going to be receiving calls asking to come back! Hehehe we have decided that we should give away one of them… but which one???

Bonnie? Out of the question… period!

Ita? She is so playful, lovable, crazy, clean, and house broken!!!

Gego?? He is so cool, quiet, easy going, relax, playful, and ½ house broken!!

Then what to do… should I just keep trying and keep them all? Should I just give it more time? Does it get easier?? What do I do??? I love them BOTH!

I don’t know….

Hola...

I love taking a walk and take pictures

Going to the lake... It's really cool to see the ice on the water

I was surprise to see the little ducklings on the frigid water

This pathway makes me have deeply reflections...

I was kind of surprise of how much I like to be by myself and just think about all the things I'm going through... you know something... I love my family, partner and friends... I feel very lucky to have them all in my life... (sniff) What is it with me today??? I am very sentimental!! LOL Oh G!

What a day...

I knew it was going to be a big responsibility to have pets… but... I am really taking a big physical hit in my life… what I mean by that is that having pets is truly like having babies, you have to feed them, spend time with them educating (training) them, and if they get sick or something, take them to the vet etc. My poor bonnie was having a horrible day last night I can just imagine what it would be like for her to be in pain without being able to say anything. I had surgery once (long time ago) and it feels super bad. Well after I brought her home last night from the clinic, you should’ve seen her eyes all sad and swollen I felt bad for her.

11:00 pm I went to bed very tired of what my day was… after waking up at 5:30 am I mean I’m not use to ok hehehe

11:45 pm Bonnie wakes me up making noises, and kind of complaining like moaning painfully. I try to comfort her and try to make her relax…

12:20 am She starts walking around the room like scared of something, and she scares me I don’t know what’s wrong with her… Then I try to go back to sleep…

01:00 am She takes her collar off and starts licking her wound, and that’s totally bad, I was told by the vet not to EVER let that happen, I go and put it back again…

02:00 am She starts walking around the room and gets out to do her business… I’m up again just watching her that she doesn’t do something bad…

03:00 am… I am just beat down by everything that is going on and Bonnie is up again… now she wants to go up the bed with me… after putting her on my bed… we both go to sleep… it was around 03:30 am by then… do you see me point… Having pets is a BIG humongous responsibility… you really need to love animals to take all of these issues that come with them…

12 noon today… I am really tired and sleepy LOL… the moving to another office excitement is not kicking anymore… ha ha ha… oh man… peace to everyone…

My poor baby didn't even wanted to move at first

This is her wound... looks painful right?

The day has come...

Today I woke up at 5:45 am, I was a little anxious to know that Bonnie was going to have her surgery today. As I got ready to head out of the house, I realized how ugly was outside still, I guess Mother Nature doesn’t want to give us a break with all this snow.

I got Bonnie out trying to make her poop before leaving to the clinic, and then I had to go warm my car up. 6:30 am— I took Bonnie to the car and there we were on our way… I must say that by that time instead of getting better weather wise, it got even worse, the wind started blowing very strong and it also was colder. I’ll have some pictures later today… Well I stayed over one hour at the clinic. I was very happy for the fact that the vet took the time to explain to me everything that was going to happen with bonnie, including after surgery care. I’ll have some pictures later today… Talking about pictures… I know it can be very annoying sometimes having to deal with some emotional being like me LOL! But I just express (sometimes to much) my feelings out in the open. I don’t think that’s bad, is it?

Well I finally got my CAMERA!!! YEAH BABY!!! Hah Hah Hah… I got it and I love it so much!! Oh guys really, no one has an idea of how exited I was when I received it. So now you are going to be seeing even more of my pictures.

Another development… I started moving to the new office today… that’s a big excitement right there hehehe… I’m happy… and sleepy… hehehe peace people XOXOX