Friday, April 6
Wednesday, March 28
Preference??? Are you f***ing kidding me?
So I’m not allow to say where I heard this but, the other day I was sitting in my desk at one of my jobs when all of a sudden I hear someone say “some may deny it, but being a homosexual it’s a preference” literally! Now, I know you may be thinking that because of the fact that I am a homosexual myself I get aggravated by everything surrounding that topic, let me just say that it is not like that but when it is something that made me struggle and suffer a lot when I was growing up of course there will be a reaction from me. I walked to one of the persons holding down that conversation “Professional lecture” and asked in what were they basing that knowledge, and the I was told that they received a training related to domestic violence where they learned or were told that being gay it’s a preference… ugh! Ok…
When I was growing up there was A fight inside of me wanting to be with a man but also praying, begging screaming, and crying to god to please let me be a “normal” person I didn’t want to be on “sin” (how stupid I was), or I didn’t want to disappoint my family, I definitely didn’t want to be the object of laughing around my family… I did NOT want to be the person I was…
That being said, to say that being gay it’s a preference to me is like saying you had a choice, like you could be straight but then you chose to be gay. I don’t think so!! Who would ever wanna be in a position of suffering and rejection when there is the option of acceptance and happiness, isn’t it crazy?
Oh my dear love ones don’t you think that I don’t like, love, admire, myself for being who I am right now, of course I do, but it was a long process of acceptance for me that finally ended on a March 08, 2001 (international women’s day) isn’t ironic?
To end this I just wanna say that even though I believe that a person is born gay not made it has not been proved yet, just like there is no prove that a person becomes gay after certain circumstances…
Peace my dear ones!
Thursday, March 15
♫ NEWS! NEWS! JUST IN... ♫
It is about time I write something in here… I mean I have been thinking about it a lot but like they say, I am the man of the tomorrow… “I’ll do it tomorrow, tomorrow will happen, etc hehehe” yeah and as I am sure you already figure it out… it never happens! Anyways, tonight it is the time XD
Let me see [thinking] where to start??
Ok, somewhere in here before I mentioned that I like Japanese animation… right? And if not well yeah I do! I love Japanese anime movies, series, and some books… besides I have a friend [I love so much] and she is into all this crap!! And because of that she made me be only more addicted to it lol!!! (Oh yeah Andrea I am BLAMING YOU!) Shame on you! hehehe. It is cool though I like it.
So here I go…
1.- I love Anime and I am into that now, I subscribe to a website call gaiaonline.com and I love it is a role play website where you get a character and can like dress it and chat with your friends and so on, I know! Do you think I am a looser? Well Andrea was there first and she got me into it, then Michael (Andrea’s BF), and then Eugenio, and then Janeth LOL!!! And now the whole gang is there!! Isn’t it crazy??? I know…
2.- Ok, next, there was a HUGE battle at my work… on this corner (bells ringing... ♫♫ding ding♫♫) the people wanting to get paid every month and on this other (same sound… ♫♫ding ding♫♫ LOL!) Rolo and the ones wanting to get paid bi-weekly, just imagine that…
Everything started when there was some kind of survey for all staff at my workplace and of course the thingy was going to be anonymous and as you could expect it the people spoke! I mean issues that came out before and were NOT listened, and one the top issues was that we were getting paid once a month! Who the heck lives on THAT!!?? Not me!.. let me tell you! But anyway then there was this extraordinary meeting for program directors and we had to vote on changing the pay system... as you can imagine the room was divided! Two in favor and two against it! Hehehe there was some people missing at the first meeting and it took more than one meeting to come out with a solution, and to make long story short… it took TEARS, sweat, screams, and heavy discussions, to make a change for the people (I’m not kidding) hehehe so yeah not we are on a bi-weekly kind of pay at my work hehehe cool uh?...
Hhmm something new… my Puchix is working in a better place now, and well I am happy because I know he is happier on this job… and I must say that I don’t see him that much anymore and I miss him much (Te extraño puchix!!)...
Ok so now enjoy some recent pics and different events includding a video of my dear Stephy Lucas visit to Chicago hehehe PEACE PPL!
Monday, January 22
A little joke for our mexican friends!
YOU KNOW YOU'RE A MEXICAN IF... *You have ever been hit by a chancla. *You can play any sport wearing your chanclas. *You grew up scared by something called "El Cucuy." *Others tell you to stop screaming when you are really just talking, *You use your lips to point something out. *You constantly refer to cereal as "con fleis". *Your mother yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner even if it's a one bedroom apartment. *You can dance ranchera, cumbia or salsa without music *You call your sneakers "tenees". *You have at least thirty cousins. *You can't imagine anyone not liking spicy food. *You are in a 5-passenger car with 8 people in it and a person shouting "subanse, todavia caben mas!" *Tamales, champurrado, posole and menudo are must haves on Thanksgiving. *There is more Tequila than punch at little Juanito's birthday party. *There is at least one member in your family named Maria, Guadalupe, Juan, Jose, or Jesus. *You swear "Choco Mil" is the same as Slim Fast and try to lose weight by drinking it. *You have a drunk uncle/aunt. *You not only know who Don Francisco from Sabado Gigante is, but you tell people he's your tio! *You have ever had to tell your kid /or been told not to walk the floor barefoot or they'll/you'll catch a cold. *You go to a wedding or Quinceañera, gossip about how bad the comida is, but be the first to take a plato to go. *You have a bottle of Tapatio in your purse. *Your cousins are delinquents / hootchies. *You have a chola in your barrio named "La Flaca" who's bigger than a house. *You know a chola named "La Shy Girl" who is loud and obnoxious. *You need to point out how much something you just bought cost. *You have a bottle of Bacardi or Tequila in your house right now. *You're laughing because some of these things have actually happened to YOUR ASS! *pass this joke to all your Mexican friends
Monday, December 11
HECK!!
I am so FUCKING sad now! I don’t know what it is with me but I’ve realized how bitchy life keeps being with me “Fucking karma” I don’t know what I did in my past life that I am paying it this way. I mean it freaking sucks when you are just trying to be a nice man, and just trying to do things right… nothing comes out the way it is supposed to…I think that it is stupid that the people you love the most is the one that can hurt you the worst! oh yeah...
I am trying to face depression and tough it up, but sometimes it feels like you have a 100 lbs potato bag in your back trying to make you just go from bad to worst…
I have a second job now, that’s what I wanted to kind of help me with my not so secret financial problems… it helps financially but I don’t know if the stress that this is causing me is making me loose hair and just feel VERY tired every day…
Listen all of you… I am writing in here because it is the only way I can express what I feel and it is the only way I can get my frustrations out, I know no one is reading anyway so no offense intended for nobody… I’ll be praying for the positive energy of the earth to come back to me and help me drop the 100 lbs bag of potatoes I have in my back FOR EVER!!
