stop and stare

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see


They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

It has been a really long time ( I think I said that last time) but this time it really has been. Since I posted something on here...
I am definitely going to make it a habit of me posting, writing, and just re-start my love for venting on blogger. hehehe i mean if there is no other way of doing things i don't why not?
Besides my life is pretty interesting sometimes to not write it somewhere and then come back months later and laugh about...
It also might sound sad, be it is not. I mean I know I'm not alone but sometimes it pretty darn feels like I am.
Nowadays "true friends" are hard to find. and I mean I have had some pretty harsh things done by people I thought were my friends and at the end i come to find out they are not...
I have the iPhone app "Path" and there is this guy that bitches about every single thing all the time, and is just blah blah blah after blah!
I dont wanna be mean but its true and sometimes i just get tired of it... i thin is ok to do it in blogs (like me) HA! but not in a social network app where it seems like all you are asking is attention and pity... sigh... thats it.. I am a bitch... anyways... HI!! there will be more to come... :D