I am so FUCKING sad now! I don’t know what it is with me but I’ve realized how bitchy life keeps being with me “Fucking karma” I don’t know what I did in my past life that I am paying it this way. I mean it freaking sucks when you are just trying to be a nice man, and just trying to do things right… nothing comes out the way it is supposed to…I think that it is stupid that the people you love the most is the one that can hurt you the worst! oh yeah...
I am trying to face depression and tough it up, but sometimes it feels like you have a 100 lbs potato bag in your back trying to make you just go from bad to worst…
I have a second job now, that’s what I wanted to kind of help me with my not so secret financial problems… it helps financially but I don’t know if the stress that this is causing me is making me loose hair and just feel VERY tired every day…
Listen all of you… I am writing in here because it is the only way I can express what I feel and it is the only way I can get my frustrations out, I know no one is reading anyway so no offense intended for nobody… I’ll be praying for the positive energy of the earth to come back to me and help me drop the 100 lbs bag of potatoes I have in my back FOR EVER!!
